Sorry I haven't written anything in awhile, but today's just been a really bad day. I don't know why it's been a bad day, it just has. I don't feel like anyone needs me. It's like I'm being forgotten about again. Yeah this isn't the first time and I'm about to make it the last. I'm fed up with getting left alone all the time. I've always thought that people shouldn't be left alone, sometimes yes just for a little space, but it's unhealthy to be left alone for so long. I can agree, I like being alone, somewhere quiet for awhile. But whenever I need someone it's like everyone is gone and it rips me inside a little. Right now I feel like I'm suffocating, in a dark place trying to crawl out, but there's no one on the other side waiting for me or willing to help. I know sometimes you have to do things on your own, but when it's something like this, you need someone around to help out, or you'll fall right back into that darkness and be suffocated until you give in, and the loneliness can kill.
Rosa Loocia
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March 2015
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